i have started, created a new deviant art.
outtaluv isnt me.
it was me.the boy crazy me.im so more focused on myself now.
and thats good.
and im working through my addictions and contradtion, hyprocrital statements and actions.
im trying to create myself into a person i can enjoy and love.
outtaluv was perpetuating my depenedence on, of others.

yeas i still am quite boy infatuated.even if tony claims ima lezbo. im not outtaluv im full of compastion, im full of life.
im full of artistic creativty, flowing through me, giving me this fotogetic glow

maybe a lil heavy, not i dont check, what i write.
its a journal ppl,on how i feel